Renee was working with me on my feelings of unworthiness
and our session wandered to memories of being born amidst
much marital discord and postpartum problems my mother
was suffering. As a three-year old I was very lonely and
without knowing, picked up my mother’s fears. Towards
the end of the session I felt what seemed like a huge
magnet literally pulling out this negative feeling of
unworthiness – a sense of it being sucked out of
me, much like a vacuum pulling from the outside and having
it come out of my skin. I felt cleaner, lighter, and for
the first time as though a large weight lifted from me
- the feeling of inadequacy left me. I resolved issues
with my mother and was able to release her fears.
Beth Evard
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